You like to ease up on the grip, but you let your sticks go uncontrollably, and just give up mid set.
Sometimes you'll even wanna switch up your seating stance and see how low you can go, or just make up fun beats while you're playing that don't even go to the metronome of the song because you don't care, so why should the crowd?
You'll be so wasted that you won't even play, and just zone out into complete darkness while the world watches in awe. The band really thinks it's about time to get a new drummer, but they got the heart for you, and they believe in you man!
It's not about the skill set, it's about the character. Everyone wants someone in their band that they can get along with and that person will usually always have to be wasted.
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